What a cute car.



So much on my mind.

There's the pressure from school. The shitty teachers and immature kids.
Okay I know you're thinking "But then you think you're so mature mehzxZXzxx?"
No, I don't think I'm all that mature.
But at least I don't go around provoking people and insulting them.
Unless they're irritating me, and provoke me first.
Sometimes words can hurt people's feelings y'know.
There's a clear difference between 'disturbing' people and 'insulting' people.
That's all I'm gonna say for that.

Random:
Hey Monday sucks.
I'm sorry, but idk why the hell I have it on my playlist.

Then there's my boyfriend.
So much I wish I could change.
Had a good talk with Kris bout it.
I gotta say, he's been a great friend being here for me whenever Yann's not.
I really appreciate it.
I'm stressed, I dunno what to do.
But Kris has really got me thinking... :S
Okay so I'm not gonna go into what's the problem.

AND THEN there's the really important issue that I can't tell anyone.
It's killing me, I hope I'm really learning something from it.
I need a talk with my bestfrienddddd. :*(
I'm missing Andrew so so much. It's so good to hear his voice.
And Zhengli, my bestestestest friend.
They're really the only ones that have really been here for me after tht issue.

Sometimes I'm just trying to be nice to people, despite of my real mood inside, and then those people's moods just bring me down.
Dude, we're suffering through the same thing, and I'm not a saint. I'm not perfect, but I'm learning to HANDLE it properly.
Geeeez, sometimes I don't wanna be the nice girl anymore.
Fuck that.

Labels: Never Wanted To Dance - Mindless Self Indulgence